Once, There Was A Guy............. Poem by Eman Awad

It was meant for us to meet,
nothing fancy, so friendly and neat.
And the story just goes,
boy meets girl and some thing grows.
Girl finds love and owns the world,
it's time for boy to make her his girl.
Some thing goes wrong and the end,
will be obvious in my words,
as i dropp the pretend....
Once there was a guy i loved,
i care for him and when he wants i stop.
Once there was a guy i dreamt of,
and i woke up to hate all about love.
I found heaven in your eyes,
i found comfort in your lies.
I wanted life for the first time,
i saw you and wanted you to be mine.
Caring less for the differences saying,
it's what makes us who we are, praying.
I prayed that what you are would be my shore,
that i'll dropp my anchor for good and look no more.
I'm hurting badly for i've went beyond loving you,
i made up a universe where you're the air and the truth.
Caring less for mutual feelings,
i gave all in me till my heart bled it's dreamings.
Once there was a guy in my life,
who made me a woman, a mother and a wife.
Caring less if all was untrue,
but why i'm hurting is how i felt for you.
When your eyebrows meet in anger at any thing,
and when they part in amazement at some thing.
When your heart beat for the love of some one,
and when your sighs come out for the hate of some one.
I feel it all like we're connected still,
you are the guy who's my haven, my heaven, my agony and my hell...