One Day I'Ll Finally Do What I Said Poem by Christina Ramirez

Why is it so hard for you to say what you mean?
Who cares about how I'll feel, as long as I know that everytime I see you it's not just another scene.

Why does it have to be so hard for me to stop loving you?
You've lied countless times and somehow I put you under shameless review and suddenly your back into my life anew.

I hate myself for it every time,
Because your my addiction and when I see you I feel like I've committed a terrible crime.

You'll never understand where I'm coming from,
Because to you I'm just another option in your pathetic black book.
And every time that I hate you, you sink low and find another hook to reel me back in.

One day I'll finally say goodbye to you once and for all,
I won't cry like I usually do, making me look like a fool all over you.

You'll count to three and think to yourself that 'she'll come running back to me.'
But I'll surprise you, because I'll be stronger then you'd ever comprehend in that tiny mind of yours.

So cherish what it is you think you have with me, because in the count of three....
You'll blink your petty little eyes and I'll flee with the wind beneath my feet.