Christina Ramirez

I thought that I could do it, thought that I would be able to give every ounce of me.
But I’m finished, I’m through with your words and 'promises'.
Now they mean nothing to me, like you.
This may seem rash and sudden, but a thought well planned out.
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I say only what I need to say in front of this congregation.

Only for the sake that what you say rolls to the floor and what you think of me is nothing but a bore.
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If the end of the world came today
I wouldn't care anyway
As long as I'm holding your hand
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Your dead to me
You drowned youself in the sea
We brought you to the shore and left you at the door
Wondering if you would walk through
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You cheered me up with the simplest wag of your tail

Or trying to nuzzle with me when I slept on the couch.
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It's just the way it is,
With every word that he says
He catches me and somehow I become everything that he needs me to be,
Leaving everything that ever worried me
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....that I can trust
With everything that I have, and believe me it's not much.

....that witness my impatience and my difficulties
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Your there and everywhere, but never here.
I want your hand beside me, near me, wiping this tear from my face.
I can still feel your warm embrace, your arms sliding around my waist.
But it seems everytime I need you, you're never here.
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I'm That Girl....with the twitch in her eye and the classic pin curl in her hair.
and the imperfect, sarcastic flair

I'm That Girl....who laughs at you when your back is turned,
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Why is it so hard for you to say what you mean?
Who cares about how I'll feel, as long as I know that everytime I see you it's not just another scene.

Why does it have to be so hard for me to stop loving you?
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I guess it's easier to say goodbye when I don't have you standing in front of me
Now my life can go on easily
Words may have been spoken to a degree
But with you miles away this relief has finally been lifted from me.
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I guess you weren’t that breath of fresh air that I needed so desperately, because I’m doing fine, living on beyond any expectation that I needed you in my life.
But by the looks of it, I don’t think I ever needed you.
You twirl your words around like spaghetti on a fork and ease through your lies like water seeping through the cracks.
But stepping aside made me see exactly who you truly were, I’m not sad anymore not like I once was and I know now that you made me stronger for that fact and that’s the only ’Thank You’ you’ll ever receive from me.
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It's a double standard to you, no matter what....
You'll stay away from me for a while and claim your strut.
Yet when a wandering eye seeks me out, you dropp me like a bad scent,
and wouldn't look at me even for a dirty cent.
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Your there and everywhere but never here,
I want your hand beside me, near me wiping this tear from my face.
I can still feel your warm embrace, your arms sliding around my waist.
But it seems that everytime I need you, you're never here.
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I'd wait forever, but leaving that thought around could be picked up by whomever.
I used to say to myself, move away from all that is evil; leave it all behind you before it becomes an upheaval.
But what do I know, I just say things to make my mind more at peace. And since then everything ceased.
I have nothing more to give, whether I dig deep and find something that you won't want, so I'll tie it on a string and swing it in front of someone and there I'll taunt them.
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I only have one intention, to love oneself and give me this intervention.
I've lived without you so long and far beyond my means, despite my anger and pitiful scenes.
I've grown to know that I can live without you, and people can believe me when I say I don't love you.
They can look at me and say that I'm telling the truth.
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I loved you yesterday,
I'll love you today,
and I'll love you tomorrow.
I don't have much to say that couldn't be summed up in 3 little words.
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Hold my hand when I'm sad
Don't patronize me when I'm mad.

Hug me when see me crying
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I have nothing left anymore for you to take,
My heart has broken as far as it can break.
I've heaved my last sigh as my patience drifts away,
It's become nothing more then just a heavy weight that lays on display.
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Darkness bleeds through me
No longer can I see light
How inconsistant life can be
Slowly do I lose my sight
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