One Love Poem by Chad Foster

i cant seem to make myself forget,
the love we once shared.
if i knew it was going to be the last,
i would have meant it.
instead of just taking advantage of the moment.
its easy to say... just get over it.
but a true love comes but once in a life time.
i want to wish things back to how they were,
i wish i could change the way things turned out.
maybe our love would burn on.
but, whats in the past is unchangeable
unfortunatly.
i try to turn away,
but its soo hard not to slip and fall back,
right back to square one.
soo hard,
to leave you.
i wish i would wake up,
and this be all a dream.
its like my life has been yanked from me.
someone has turned my box upside down,
and broken things.
torn things,
lost things.
a wound this deep,
might not ever heal.
i might not ever forget,
nor ever stop,
reliving
the moments we shared together.
tears start to fall,
as i try to let go.
soo much pain.
soo heartbreaking.
lonely,
afraid,
ijured.
harvesting an uncurable disease.
my mental mind,
is a thunderstorm.
i am damaged.
broken hearted,
and alone.