One Of Them Days Poem by hai nguyen

i feel so lost in an endless stream of worries
in a thunder cloud and the end looks so blurry
drifting cluelessly through life
things haven't turned out as i envision
If i had it my way, loved ones wouldn't feel strife
and the hard work i put in would come to fruition
How things will work out, i don't know
seems like my life is out of my control
so late at night i blaze the dro
let the pace of life slow
hoping time stop as i grow
so i got something to show
to my family and friends
before my time runs out and this life ends
the saddest part is i put a smile and hide whats inside
nobody to realize and relate to how i fare
but i do it so the pain isn't shared
like a complicated love undeclared
my feelings are my own
its shouldn't be anybody's to burden
but i know one thing's for certain
nothing i can do but keep struggling