One Side Love Poem by sarath sasi

My lavender do u know what
is one side love means
U will not be able to understand
It's not like rich Victorian gold coin
Made by lot of soul of freedom fighter

My emotions become like some ice cube
The heat of ur anger never made any
Seasonal shift to my emotions
I know ur heart can't understand
All these pain and frustration
Because it is one sided love

On a rainy depression night
Angel came to my room with
Wheat drink in her milky hand
And her smile made all the heaven happy
But I was crying inside my flesh
But mind was not ready to accept
All this grief and my dear heart
Behaved or acted like we were
Friends from that part of
Filled with hard clotted blood
And fleshy soul is flowing red river

Sometimes u r hurting words
Came to with touch of dark chocolate
May because I loved u that much
Even the poison felt like
The drink of eternity for me

And u offered me that wheat drink
I drank that like milk
Sometimes u loved me like
Mother of nature.ur breast gave
The holy milk which showed me
The valley of death

Suddenly poison started to bleed
My blood vessels and my soul
My mind started to flow through
The red river in death valley
Filled with dead bodies of
Motherless child they nevermind
All the caring was given by angel mother
They never cried for their love
But my soul was searching for my
Lover mother
My heart and soul remained one
Sided
And I was in search of love and care
I never realized what the reality or love