Only You Poem by Florence Badejo

I continue to hurt and I don't want to
But now I even dream of her with you
I'm a failure at life with no consolation
I'm worthless and foolish with little to do
Again and again I make many a wish
But what I wanted was not to be this
The way I'm going I won't find anyone
I sit and mope inside while nothing is done
I play back all the times dreamed of you
All my thoughts, all my wants, only of you
Then it always ends with my failure
I've lost you once again
I spent all my time longer than known
Ignoring the strings being pulled on my heart
But I'd already missed my chance with you
I've lost it again

~04/30/11~