Pain Poem by Mia Bird

The dark shadow
hanging over
strength fades
I can no longer hold her

The ability I once had
is now gone
things that gave joy
are in no way fun

If I can only achieve
what seems impossible
If I could do the things
which I am not able

I would go so many places
it wouldn't matter how far
It would make me happy
finding my own star

But I am stuck
the world seems exploding
there's no way to get out
of this hole where I am falling

I fall
in a grave I lay
If happiness ever comes
it will never stay