Pain Poem by Nathan Barkley

I can't stop it
I can't block it
These memories are killing me
Again again again and again
How can something so beautiful
become so destructive
So massive is this pain
I can't stop this rain
I't burns me
It dissolve the very essence of my soul
Why i'm i like this
No one, No one!
Can't help, someone help me
Don't tell me
'Time will heal this pain'
Don't be so ridiculous
That love was engraved
into my heart, into everything that makes me...me
Can't you see?
Every morning is another chapter of this beautiful suffering
Every heartbeat gives off poison that runs through my veins
I say i want to stop
I say i want to rot
Yet why am i still hoping?
why am i still looking?
Looking for things that remind me of you
I just realized
I want this pain
I will always want it to rain
That love was real
It was...
Now that your gone...
I can't stop these tears...
It was the taste of your body
It was your laughs
It was your touch
It was your voice
It was everything you were
Everything you did
That in result gave me this contradictory life,
and this blissful death
I embrace every bit of this pain forever
Just to be with you forever.