Pain Poem by Lauren Gadd

THIS LIFE I LIVE HAS NO MEANING
AS I SIT ALONE IN THE DARKNESS BLEEDING
ALL THOSE TIMES I FELT LIKE SHE WAS USING ME
RUIINING MY LIFE, SLASHING ME, BRUISING ME
I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHT
WAKING ND WORRYING, LOOSING MY SIGHT
I THINK TO MYSELF WHY ME, WHY ME
SHE IS USING HER THREAT TO POISON ME
ONE DAY ILL BE LEAD THERE ROTTING AWAY
THINKING FINALLY I MADE IT TO THIS DAY
BUT THE DAY MIGHT COME WHEN I BEGIN TO WAKE
AND GIVE HER THE PAIN I HAD TO TAKE