Still when I go to sleep tonight I will imagine her by my side, and when I dream its her face I will see, and when I wake up she will be the first thing I think about...and the pain that comes from it I deserve it all.
If it were something you did that was wrong, she should forgive you if she is a Christian and you are repentant of it. If not, then she may prove to be a non-Christian and you will be better off in the long-run. Time and God's Spirit will heal you; especially another woman in your life. I have experienced numerous times and God always comes through. It is hard at first, but you must pray and seek God's means of grace, i.e. worship, the Word, sacraments, fellowship of believers, and not think inwardly so much. Do things for others. Pray for her to come back also.
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If it were something you did that was wrong, she should forgive you if she is a Christian and you are repentant of it. If not, then she may prove to be a non-Christian and you will be better off in the long-run. Time and God's Spirit will heal you; especially another woman in your life. I have experienced numerous times and God always comes through. It is hard at first, but you must pray and seek God's means of grace, i.e. worship, the Word, sacraments, fellowship of believers, and not think inwardly so much. Do things for others. Pray for her to come back also.