Paranoia Poem by Michael Angelo Songcuya

Long term relations is not new to me, i have been through ups and downs, dozens of breakups, daysaries, monthsaries and anivs yet still nothing changed me.Maybe I just can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind..But not until i met this girl who opened my eyes and showed what truly loved is. She taught me how to love and be loved in return.But now i'm close in losing her.Becasue of this paranoia lurking inside of me.I doubt, accused her of something, scolded her, brought up the past and blamed her of things she didn't do, even broke up with her...Now im just hoping for us to be okay.I wish i'm not too late.not too late to change..Not too late to capture her sympathy, trust and love once more.