Phoenix? Poem by Natalie Nicole Story

Awoken...on top of the world
inside, my heart shaken, not stirred.
I felt like I could tackle anything
my aura, it did sing
But time passed, you left me guessing
Why? What is this? I'd thought it a blessing
I'd felt a connection
was I simply mistaken
Could my intuition be so blind
You replaying in my mind
You standing behind me
You bumping me
The words I read
is this imagined, all in my head
are you real...my phoenix
God do I wait, or nix?
it's so real...
your heart, your face...
I can feel...so surreal
so many answers questions I chase
wisdom, seeking God's face
...voom I'm brought right back
to you...oh my grace
What do I do
I long to hear from you
Are you true
waiting for this to finish
...for it to be through?
will you be there waiting
putting your hand in mine
so I can finally let go
release it all
in joy & peace
the tears flow
while you hold me
finally feeling safe
surrounded in your arms
held in your heart
my body felt no more...





(written at 7: 46 pm 2/20/17)