Plain Pain Poem by Lizzy Henry

What I go through each and everyday
Is nothing new or special to me
Why do I care anymore?
Why is it i have to live it?
I just know its a test.
I just cant, see through it
Not just yet.
I cant live like this
All these words and feelings
Bottled up inside
They all cause pain
But it is nothing new
Not anymore
How can I live
With my only feeling being pain
When I finally like someone
They bring pain
No matter what happens
It ALWAYS brings pain
Why?
My life is nothing new
Nothing ever changes
In this place I call hell
Why do we have tests
When he knows we will fail
Fall down when we were so high up
Not again,
Why does it always repeat?
I trusted you and it brought more
How, Why
Pain
Its nothing new anymore...
Its my life forever more!