Secrets... Poem by Lizzy Henry

I have this secret here
I hold it so dear
Not even my closest friend knows it
I cant find somewhere to put it
I keep it to myself
No one knows but me
I have this secret here
It tears open my soul
Its the reason I cry sometimes
When there is only happiness
No one can know
I can see what would happen
And again
Its my secret
I want it to keep it to myself
Its a deep secret
But its tearing me apart
I need to tell someone
Tell someone
Its hard not to
I cant find someone to share it with
This secret here
Might just be the end
I can hold it
I have this far
But how much longer
Will this be a
Secret...?