Please Don'T Expect Too Much From Me, I Always Let Everyone Down. Poem by Hailey Marie

Seeing you with her is truly heart breaking.
The way you passionably look at her, Like she means everything to you.
The way you smile towards her and she smiles back.
I can feel my heart painfully and slowly being ripped down the middle, At this moment I wish I were blind so I wouldn't have to see you with her. I wish I were deaf so I wouldn't hear you say 'I love you, Babe, with all my heart' to her.
I only feel this way because, I love you and know I can't have you And that makes me want you more.
you know you're in love,
when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better that your dreams.
you know you're HEARtbroken,
when you can't wake up because dreams are better than reality.
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you, I just want to be us again...
As i sit here crying and my make-up is running down my face,
I remeber all the laughs and good times we had together, but since you have left my life, I've been a complete disaster. I can't think straight, and sometimes I can't even remeber my purpose to live.
The only reason I got up in the morning was because I knew, I would be able to talk to you, see you and finally, love you.
But know I have no reason to wake up in the morning. Sometimes I become so depressed I wanna die.
I wish I had you in my life again,
- I have never felt this pain in my life and you caused it...i knew i'd miss you,
i just didnt know i'd miss you this much...
just because its over doesn't mean i'm over it.
i don't have to change my myspace song, and i don't want to.
it reminds me of you, i truly do miss you.
and its a first for me, i've never missed a guy before.
but then you came along...i miss you.