Poem Of The Suicidal Lovers Poem by Marie annette

I cant breathe
the world has slowed around me
my heart keeps beating faster and faster
my mind has gone completely wild
I cant complete anything
all because you’re on my mind

I cant seem to keep my balance
I cant stop smiling stupidly
I keep checking my phone
I cant stop fidgeting
all because you’re in my mind

I cant stop thinking
thinking about certain words that you said
words that made my heart flutter
words that put me into this terribly wonderful daze
all because you’re on my mind

I cant stop hoping that you’ll call me
I cant stop wishing you’ll come knocking on my front door
I cant stop believing that you’re the one
I cant stop thinking about you
because you are on my mind

you are everywhere
in every thought
every sound
every movement
every person
all because you are in my mind

I kept waiting for your call
i couldn’t stop texting you
I couldn’t wait to see you
I wanted to surprise you
because you are always on my mind

you told me you would call
you told me you liked me
you told me that i was pretty
i cant stop crying
all because you’re on my mind

You put me into a lovesick daze
you took away my sense
I let myself believe you
I gave you a chance
because you have always been on my mind

I cant stop the aching in my chest
I cant stop the flowing rivers down my cheeks
I cant fix the terrible things in my head
I cant move
all because you were on my mind

I cant erase the image of you and I
but I cant erase the image of you and him either
I cant erase the words of love you whispered to me as we walked in the rain
but I cant erase the images you you kissing him either
all because your on my mind

I keep holding the gun in my hands
Tempting myself
I keep hoping you’ll burst in and tell me not to
I keep hoping you’ll call me in tears of your own and tell me you were wrong
All because you and him are on my mind

I almost pulled it last night
the trigger
I was so close
so close
and it was tempting
all because he was on my mind

I told your mother
she was grief stricken with me
we cried for a long time
she called your father
then you came home
I ran out the door
because you have been on my mind

I didn’t pull the trigger
you did
for the both of us
first me then you
all because I was on your mind