Possibities, Without A Chance Poem by Alexa Buttner

you told me you cared,
you said you'd be there,
instead you lied,
and made me cry.

i thought it was true,
you know, me and you,
i guess i was wrong,
i took to long.

i asked you to wait,
but i really wanted to date,
you lied to me,
and it will never be.

im always gonna think.
something different of you,
you put us in a bad spot,
friends i don't think we can be.

you hurt me to bad,
i am really sad,
the sun won't shine,
and i'm ready to die.

these tears i've cried,
they really were for you.
i thought you cared,
but it was never true.

you seen a chance,
to get some from me,
you took it,
and move on, for free.

you told my guy friends,
when you said you wouldn't,
apparently i was just another,
another spot on your belt buckle.

i'm tired of these lies,
tell me the truth,
is there something about me,
don't lie anymore.

i cant handle it,
i'm going insane,
i cant do it,
theres too much pain.

tears of joy,
i thought i'd cry,
never thought it would,
be for this boy,

thought you'd hold me up,
and help me forget about him,
instead you let me fall,
and now i sit here glistening.

in the puddle of tears,
that i cried tonight,
the many bruises,
from all those fights.

trust me its not over,
i will not end this,
its caused me a huge,
fever.

i guess this is good bye,
i dont know how to say it,
other then,
i wasted my time with you,
i hate to say.

you lied,
i cried,
you're happy,
and im dead inside.

ill go back to him,
and be abused some more,
not knowing that,
ill be thrown into a door.

i care too much,
to tell you this too,
but really,
i thought i loved you!

-you have a lot of explaining to do...you hurt me more then you know!