Psych Poem by Desiree Whitamore

how can i tell you i love you
while i'm screaming for you to let go?
why don't you hear the terror
just waiting to quickly unfold?

why are you so paranoid?
i've never left before.
why do you think the worse of things
and just leave me wanting more?

you know what you're doing
you know how to reel me in.
you know how to change my mind
while you're changing all over again.

this will be unfinished
because now i have to leave.
and i wish it was easier
and i wish you loved me.