Purely Metaphysical-Letters To A Consciousness Waiting In Waste Letter Ix Poem by Steve Bergwerff

I have long lost the urge to write, but I still pick up the pen and prepare myself to spit out words, hoping to make sense of it all. Hoping to build to an understanding of my life and its truths, and I have.

One barrier is broken.

I feel happier and more content with who I am and my priorities of this lifetime. What I didn’t realise was that you were right here all along. I knew where to find you but my darker half clouded my vision. I congratulated myself for suffering to find your understanding.

I am a fool.

Your still far away, but you feel that much closer. Total irony since from before the time of birth. I like this feeling better and pray that it only comes closer. I’ve read that true love will be known when it happens. I’ve known from the beginning I want nothing more.

I pray the Universe hears every word I’ve confessed for I know that one day it will all come together. Now that I am through with suffering and ready to love again.