I keep forcing myself to think that you will find someone you will love more,
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I sit here in the dark and contemplating on the past.
I realize how much I messed up.
I just wanted to say sorry.
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I look back on what we us to do.
On how things us to be,
When people weren't trying to tear us apart.
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Death follows me everywhere I go.
He haunts me like a ghost trying to find its way home.
He follows me like a shadow.
Everywhere I look I see death.
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Another slips and brakes.
Another glass falls to the ground.
I tired but you didn't want it.
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Nothing is what it seems anymore.
What I think one thing is it's not.
People kill my heart more and more...
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My shadows are my guardians,
My protectors.
They are my solitude.
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No one will understand how my mind works anymore.
I've lost all desire to have someone understand it completely.
I tired and now I feel so distant from him.
I messed up...
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The rain are my tears.
It sheds the pain for me that I can not,
The tears that I can not shed.
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