Pushed You Away Poem by Jacob Courtney

Pain with love pain without love.
No matter I shall suffer. WHen
I love her I just destroy her.
Fear of being with her fear of
letting her in. So I pushed her
away I pushed her beyond her limits.
Now she leaves me alone in my
madness. Leaving me to my own
betrayal. Leaving me to be alone
and dream of her. Oh how I desire
to hold her close to me once again.
How to hear her words and be back
in that place of true beauty. How
I could call you my beautiful and
me your handsome. I shall never
see that place again though. I
pushed you away...fear of love
pushed you away....