Quandary Poem by athena bell

Hard
Extremely hard
Faced with two decisions
probably both
equally
life changing

One will lead me farther down
the path I'd already begun to
go down.

One will alter my course
only slightly
but significant enough

So, how am i supposed to solve
this problem of mine?

How? !

i keep feeling as if I'm
waiting...
for something.

For something to happen
For some kind of sign
that will
lead
push
guide
me in the right direction

But
I fear that I'm just
stalling
procrastinating the inevitable

because
no mater what
i know
that I must
decide.

Still, I am still
utterly and
completely
lost

for an answer