Questions For You God Poem by Daleen McElmurry

so many questions so many things that went wrong were do i begin
what went wrong, Heavenly Father idont understand the pain ive bared in my life from as a little child i have always felt like i had to run and hide
somebody has always been there to hurt me and make me cry
I thought it would be better as an adult but at times the pain is un bearable mabey i was cursed from the strart, am i that vulnrable to people that they can cause me so much pain father why dose it get better then fall all apart i dont understand the twist and turns ups and downs will there ever be stability for me. what must i do father to be truly happy cause you know i love you and have faith in you. but how do you hold on when theres all that pain? I need ansewrs from you
yes Father i am asking for help from you can you hear me talking to you? what do i do? i dont want the curse any more.