Rain Poem by maiah evans

Soft whispers of the calm wind of a sea breeze that so gently brushes across my face, leaving only reminders of the sun that left leaving the voices of others silenced. Small kisses dropp down from the sky as if it were a sign that love still lived in the world no matter how far up or down... it was found. Raindrops fall on the side of my window as the print of my hand against the glass fades into a cold fog; what to do but only wonder why the emotions of my heart feed through the wet precipitation that drains out of the clouds. Beating myself up because i new i gave my all but i search to far when all i need was you to love me. Giving up and letting go giving you all i had left breaking down all the walls that were ever put up just to only find the pieces and put them back together. Outside its cold just like the inside of my heart that wished all you wanted was to be with me telling myself your feelings still exists in my world, dwelling on the pain only to think of memories that keep me from losing my mind when your the one person who can fix the damage fighting the truth. Holding my heart in my hand wondering if you'll ever take it back considering the condition it is in. Could you open your eye's and see that I'm right here where i always have been wanting you to grab my hand and save me from the puddle of tears i left behind on the floor cause by depression. But have i committed a crime of reckless love and heartbreak because i still want you and i want you to need me to? Mistakes were condemned from my brain but the learning of the mistake remains and growing wiser to my surroundings and learning that the rain that tried to save me the heartache will always appear at sometime and maybe when it's to late.