Ranthoughmotions Poem by iron panda 23

I dont know why i feel this way
i dont know why i wanna cry most days
i dont know why i cant fully believe what people say
and i dont know why i dont know

Why is it i always want
what i cant or dont have
i wish that most times i didnt feel hurt
why do i always feel like people avoid me
and why am i easily annoyed
am i depressed? ? i cant even answer that
i always feel like im under pressure......stressed
and i always feel like i dont get much rest

Do i tend to hold empty conversations? ?
there are words being said....things being discussed....
am i the only one who cares? ?

My memory....it doesnt even take a second to forget
i just wanna scream
and when i dream.....
i wake up....and its like there was never anything there
a bunch of random thoughts & emotions
all thrown into one
i dont know if i can take it
keep goin through this
for a short time it all settles down
but i know its not done......

~IP23