Redeem Poem by fareeha ghafoor

I will carry this burden in my heart for as long as I live
I had given you everything, now I have nothing left to give
I don't recall a day when I haven't cried for you
People who can love like this are rare very few
I have kissed your impression on the pillow
Smelled you in the air
I respected all your wishes even when you weren't there.
I feared the thought of losing you, and cling
But you never felt the same, I was just this silly thing.
I wish I had never met you and hurt the way I do
I was always alone, even in a crowd
Only you I trusted with all my heart without a doubt
Each time you pushed me and I fell to the ground
I would stand again as soon as your hand I found
I know my selfish heart wanted all of you
But you told me that I meant absolutely nothing to you.
I begged you and ran after you killing my pride
And when you rejected me I had no choice but to hide.
How can I bring myself to erase all my dreams?
I wish I could redeem
My love for your indifference
Your love for my life.