Redefined Poem by Balint Nagy

For so long I was feeling like a ghost
Barely seen through dark shadows

I've been addicted but now I'm clean
Turned into a ruthless machine
Disconnected from mortal misery
Getting closer to the man I always wanted to be

From flesh and bone
Through stand alone
To find a home

Beyond my pain
Beyond my shame
I am proud of who I became
I was weak
But I won't break
I redefined my own name

For so many years I was choking on silence,
Left a million words unsaid
In search of the truth that I will never see

Been too scared to live
Been too afraid to die
Oh my god, I was living a lie!

Beyond my pain
Beyond my shame
I am proud of who I became
I was weak
But I won't break
I redefined my own name

For so long I was feeling like a ghost
Barely seen through dark shadows
Ignored those who mattered most
My days were filled with deep remorse

From flesh and bone
Through stand alone
To find a home

Beyond my pain
Beyond my shame
I am proud of who I became
I was weak
But I won't break
I redefined my own name

For so long I was feeling like a ghost
Barely seen through dark shadows
Ignored those who mattered most
My days were filled with deep remorse

I was tired of being here
Tired of being here alone
Waited for a savior who will never show
But I'm finally holding on
I'm holding on