Balint Nagy

I'm so distracted and don't know what to do
My friends have no idea what I'm going through
I know they just preach and pretend
But the truth is, they can't understand
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Shattered dreams, endless nights,
Without you I've lost the light
But with the aim to survive
Our heartbreaking goodbye
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I'm just a clown in a circus
Who can't give you anything at all,
But if you look beneath the surface
You might find my heart so true & pure
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Lying in my bed
Starring at the ceiling
So lost inside my head
Dark thoughts are returning again
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We lived like human targets
And so often hit the ground
Revealing our darkest secrets
At the time of our falling down
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You walked away and push the exit button
You still pretend that I mean nothing
You like to use your words as weapons
Go ahead girl, take your best shot ever
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Fill the void in me
Open my eyes to see clearly
The beauty of oddity
Deliver me from my worst enemy
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I tried my best
But still I was miserable
I blamed it on my youth
Oh, I was so pitiful
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I don't feel right, quite the opposite
Everything's so unharmonized
This gun in my hand makes me realize
I still don't know where did the monster go,
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Phantom joy that steals my soul
A black mirror with obscured truth
Mesmerizing fake pleasure
You bring decadence to my world
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You're left on your own,
And feel so alone
You're praying for help
'cos you can't take it more
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Counterproductive position
Just don't know why
Devastating my well-being
Right in front of my eyes
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Empty-handed, lack of protection
I was by myself without power
Still I kept moving forward
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Just one smile
And I lost my mind
Phantasm shivers down my spine
It was us against the world
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The blade of your knife
Stabbed my heart
On those lonely nights
It tore it apart
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[Introduction speech]
Have you ever felt that you worth nothing?
When you just don't find at least one thing on this Earth you good at.
Like you are on this world but you can't find the meaning of it.
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Lost in the darkness
Waiting for a sign
I wander in silence
Tryna find a way home
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You're so lack of time
Seeing the guiltiness speeding your mind
I am the one who can save you, don't try deny
Just tell me, will you ever find -
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I won't be coming home
But you'll find me anywhere
I will guard our light forever
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The bells are ringing out, it feels like spring began
So tell me, if I told you that I missed you
Would you even care?
I guess I'll keep pretending ignorance
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