Balint Nagy

I'm so distracted and don't know what to do
My friends have no idea what I'm going through
I know they just preach and pretend
But the truth is, they can't understand
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Shattered dreams, endless nights,
Without you I've lost the light
But with the aim to survive
Our heartbreaking goodbye
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I'm just a clown in a circus
Who can't give you anything at all,
But if you look beneath the surface
You might find my heart so true & pure
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Open your eyes, and see:
Nothing's the same
Living is exhausting
And I just can't take
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"Don't write yourself off yet",
You can still do your best
Because you're glorious
In the end you're always victorious
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{Introduction speech}
I know a quite long time passed, but I think I just can't get over it.
It's so though.
Cigarette; booze; pills; whatever.
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I am so sorry, I lost control
I'm heading towards the ocean's floor
So cold here and it feels so lonely
It really seems I'll just die slowly
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Sitting in the dark alone
Thinking of my biggest fall
It reminds me the writings on your wall
And your lovely moans…
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Empty and worthless
Shattered to pieces
My being is just makes no sense
So I cheer myself up with some crystal meth
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Day after day
demons surrounding me.
Tearing me apart from everything
I'm trying to be.
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(V/1)
I used to be afraid of the dark
But now I admire the shinning fireflies
Their innocence helps me eliminate the grief
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The time has come for me, to be a man
Perplexedly, I still don't know who I am
In the end, I must break through my dams
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(V1/2)
You said a million sorry
But everything repeats
Deep below the surface
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-Swallowing the ashes of cryptic ancient prophecies-
-Choking under the weight of our seven deadly sins
We're going too far…and burn this paradise down-
Insensitively shattering the skies above…
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Pretty little memories in my head
Pretty little memories from before my dead

I thought I was good enough to care
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It doesn't matter anymore, but I know it along
That my acts were so fucking wrong
So...for the 1000th time, I let you go
But there's something I really need you to know
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Baby, there's not a word I could say
For so long, I just feel this way:
Your touch is a needle to my veins
But girl, I'm addicted to pain.
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I know you kept me just for fun
But you forgot I'm a chosen one
So you can hate me for the things I've done
And I can hate you for what I've become
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Years gone by, it's not the same
There's no trace of the glowing flames
Instead of the passionate nights we had
Devastation poisoned our bed
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I've pulled myself
Back to life
Now I rise
I'm so alive
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