Balint Nagy Poems

I'm so distracted and don't know what to do
My friends have no idea what I'm going through
I know they just preach and pretend
But the truth is, they can't understand
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Shattered dreams, endless nights,
Without you I've lost the light
But with the aim to survive
Our heartbreaking goodbye
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I'm just a clown in a circus
Who can't give you anything at all,
But if you look beneath the surface
You might find my heart so true & pure
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Open your eyes, and see:
Nothing's the same
Living is exhausting
And I just can't take
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"Don't write yourself off yet",
You can still do your best
Because you're glorious
In the end you're always victorious
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{Introduction speech}
I know a quite long time passed, but I think I just can't get over it.
It's so though.
Cigarette; booze; pills; whatever.
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I am so sorry, I lost control
I'm heading towards the ocean's floor
So cold here and it feels so lonely
It really seems I'll just die slowly
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Sitting in the dark alone
Thinking of my biggest fall
It reminds me the writings on your wall
And your lovely moans…
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Empty and worthless
Shattered to pieces
My being is just makes no sense
So I cheer myself up with some crystal meth
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Day after day
demons surrounding me.
Tearing me apart from everything
I'm trying to be.
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