Balint Nagy Poems

I'm so distracted and don't know what to do
My friends have no idea what I'm going through
I know they just preach and pretend
But the truth is, they can't understand
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Shattered dreams, endless nights,
Without you I've lost the light
But with the aim to survive
Our heartbreaking goodbye
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I'm just a clown in a circus
Who can't give you anything at all,
But if you look beneath the surface
You might find my heart so true & pure
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Lying in my bed
Starring at the ceiling
So lost inside my head
Dark thoughts are returning again
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We lived like human targets
And so often hit the ground
Revealing our darkest secrets
At the time of our falling down
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You walked away and push the exit button
You still pretend that I mean nothing
You like to use your words as weapons
Go ahead girl, take your best shot ever
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Fill the void in me
Open my eyes to see clearly
The beauty of oddity
Deliver me from my worst enemy
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I tried my best
But still I was miserable
I blamed it on my youth
Oh, I was so pitiful
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I don't feel right, quite the opposite
Everything's so unharmonized
This gun in my hand makes me realize
I still don't know where did the monster go,
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Phantom joy that steals my soul
A black mirror with obscured truth
Mesmerizing fake pleasure
You bring decadence to my world
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