Remembrance Poem by Lola Romero

hearts broken for so long, its becoming confused
push' n and pull me, im being badly abused
all they want is what i wont give, so im feelin hella used
beat me, slap me, tear me apart
it wont hurt as much as when you break my heart
those sad puppy dog eyes
masking the truth, deception and lies
no one to hear my desperate cries
god it feels so damn good to just write
been gone for too long, my brains been outta sight
been drowning in all my terror and fright
idk wat to do anymore
nothing is simple or pure anymore
cant trust them at all, thats for sure
and yet you keep going back
keep getting attacked
but ur not the only one whos been hurting
what your doing to them is more then just flirting
its been wrong for so long its to late to make it
better
in the back of your mind your know nothing lasts
forever
so for now its ok to just hold me, befold me
and i will have to pretend its not you
its not true
by acting this way im just making us both blue
but still the diamond heart sways upon my neck
the remembrance of lost love, so distant its only a
speck
just thinking of it brings a tear to my eye
wondering wat i could have done, when where and why
if only there was a way to make it work, i rele would
try
but it was so impossible, so amazing at the same time
feeling so good has got to be a crime
if only feeling so bad could be just as sublime