Resistance (You Stay Fine) Poem by Katerina Val

I have to give it up
The trumpets shrilling to my totentanz
I shouldn't have seen me falling down
The devil cracking my articulation's sound

The hell's post has a stamp
For me, for what I have become
It's burning messengers shall give me a sign
Being prepared to kill me but I stay fine

I am fighting the inside
It's a lost fight
But I stay heavenly fine

Rocks growing underneath my faking pride
A silent staring at my lonely sight, a sane sad head I have to guide
You can struggle, lose and win
But you ‘'ll be fine, as long as you stay true and stable in

After all
Its just an earthly sin
Its fine to be kind or mean

Or both, tangling them within

Stay cool, stay fine
Refuse to give your demons their favorite sign
That you forgot your self behind
I am sorry you wont have that cry tonight
The cry that says "I give it up, I am dying"

No, as you sit there crying
You know how it feels
Among the sceneries of ash mistreated
You shall be fine
Denying every kiss
Denying every bliss
Very blossoming night
Sarcasm fitting behind this
Throw that sorrowful kiss

They sang in bliss and died in shame
To your tired experienced eye, demons are all the same
They choose your fall before you get to choose your fate
But it is their burning blame so stay, stay
Fine

Tearing you down then force you to get up and stand before the ground
Their death is not really your resurrecting dawn
But your cracking down, is their favorite tickling sound
They are still around, they keep gaining this round

But concordance and getting better than their sarcastic evil yawn
Is what can make you truly proud, young and less alone

For you didn't fall
You stayed still
You stayed and still struggled against this
Before their resistant cold
No, resistance stands alone
Like your loner soul

And they don't have it all
But you do, you are fine, not lost at all
For, hallucinated as they stood
You ran and paid the toll
Like your struggler's strong sad soul

Eat your falling line
Yet you stay fine
Condone them and they are dying
You are fine!
Before them as you stand, to your shade they are crying

The demons fell behind.