Rest Memories Poem by Filip Yong2

No one care about myself anymore like before,
An empty space has been carved for 3 months,
No question about desire again,
Just can wonder herself will be fine anytime.

Starring at those pictures in the loneliness room,
Most of them are her face,
When she:
Smiles, laughs, cheers,
And those moments when she sleeps in my arms.

Someday these all will become ruins,
Placing anything on the unknown place,
Only to throw these memories away to the furthest place,
That i never find the clues anymore.

Drop of tears can be heard from further place,
Night after night can become sweet dreams,
But sweet not always guarantee for a happiness,
Just more hurt we get once remembered them all again.

Lay down all these rest memories,
So much hurts live inside them all,
Crying proves myself need herself so much,
Just no reasons anymore to repeat it.

At last,
I just can pray to God,
Asking God to give eternal love for herself one day,
Maybe i am not one of those guys,
But these wishes are from my honest heart,
She'll stay in the right person's heart someday,
Someday when i have been forgotten in her life.

For: My Past Love