Restless Poem by Ryan Anonymous

The sky is endless
Full of possibility
Yet my mind is dreamless
And full of instability
It is reckless and destroys every thought I’ve ever had
I do not remember the last time I was not sad
It creates its own illusions
And sometimes
I wonder if it would be better to not have a mind
Maybe then I will be kind
Everything in my life is always disturbed
And yet I find it is always because I am perturbed
Starting from my incessant thoughts
To my endless doubts
That is where it always starts
And where I realize my mind is in parts
Destined to destroy
Until there is nothing left
Where I am inept and alone