Restrain Poem by Katerina Val

Restrain
Things I need to obtain
A trust you want to gain
The things we both, apart, together crave
A game
It's a vain game
If you are wick enough
It's your turn to play
I'll restrain
So I restrain
Let us restrain

Dry lips that come closer
And deeper
They've already gained my trust
Haven't yet given me the end in this throne of lust
I fear I must
now turn in dust
hide my face
regret
forget
your bittersweet grace
I hide my face
I'll hide anyway

Hands, cold and warm
Fixed, they caught me as I broke
A breath, inhale all that's wrong
As I hold on
A tear as I let it go
A disappointed sign as you watch me go
A desperate gaze and I'm sinking slowly
As I hide my face behind the wall
As I built a brand new wall
Now with pain you watch me go

Don't let me go!
Insist on what I seemed to fear all along
Break the person I seemed to use to hide my soul
In all those dark moments I needed to be strong
Don't let me go!
Burn the ice behind my moves
With the fire your eyes your soul you have still
We've got nothing left to heal

You are wise
Just let us play the game
And watch me this time
The way I won't restrain