Robin, I'M Sorry Poem by Tess Connor

As bad as this is and as horrible as I feel
I just cannot get myself to heal
I’ve tried many times to stop this confusion
But the continuum of my life is just one big delusion
I just can’t seem to stand myself feeling this way
And so I’m slowly but surely leading myself astray
I’m sorry I have to do this, I know it’s weak
But I’m saying goodbye, no more will I speak
You’re the best person, treating me as your own
Keeping me in line with the great fathering skills you’ve shown
But I despise myself, it’s all too much to bare
So this time it’s not gonna be a scare
It will be the end of me, the end of all
No longer will I need you to pick me up when I fall
So thank you Robin, you are my true best mate
I’m just sorry, so sorry this had to be my fate.