my heart aches
my soul rends
as i remind myself (again and again)
he never was mine to make
i cannot display
how deeply i feel
how much it hurts, how truly real
so i must pretend
that all is okay
for him, for this i can no longer defend
each day a risk
too much to lose
so much to ask
too much to take
thus for his sake...
i'll keep up this ruse
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
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