Sad Forever After Poem by Anonymus Girl

I thought the pain had ended
That I didn’t care about you anymore
But this past week has really shown me
It’s difficult to lock that door

My heart was fixing itself
And I was doing just fine
But then my dream tried to tell me
That you should always be mine

Now I don’t know how I feel about you
I thought I’d stopped caring over night
But now I know I won’t let myself stop
Not without one last fight

And I’m so sick of pretending that I’m fine
When I feel like I’m really dying
Waiting for night to come
Because by then I’m not sleeping, I’m crying

So tired because I keep dreaming about you
And I know your not dreaming about me
It shouldn’t hurt the way it does
Sometimes I don’t wanna breathe

I don’t think about you much anymore
Because it hurts that we aren’t together
And I don’t know how I’m going to cope
If this ends up being my sadly forever after