Trapped inside this nightmarish hell
Trapped with fear but I must not tell
Falling down there's darkness inside
trapped within myself with nowhere to hide
I hate myself I start to cry
I hate myself Inside I die
But I cannot show it I must not tell
These feelings are all inside my living hell
I cried for help I've lost my way
You're a bad parent is what they say
So here I am with nowhere to turn
Lost inside my soul to burn
Up in flames but nobody cares
Out side my world everyone stares
I feel so small I feel so sad
Maybe's the kids don't need there dad
Maybe's they be better of if I were dead
here lies my dad ‘the embarrassment' enough said
Im hated detested its plain to see
So I lock myself away and lose the key
Locked away within my shell
But I cannot show it I must not tell
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Whatever this report may say, you know in your own heart that you are a loving and caring man who is doing his very best under very difficult circumstances, and your circumstances do indeed appear to be exceptionally difficult. You must keep your head up high and maintain your dignity, the dignity which you know you deserve.