Scared Poem by Ana Carlin

i am not allowed to speak the word's i hold so dear in my lips.
i cannot create a space that those words would bring if i said them out loud.
so i hold my chest ever so strong that not even the beat of my heart or the breath that remain's scared inside can come out.
yu allow me to have you so close that at moment's my nerve's body, my hand's can react so natrual and hold you close i could kiss you.
forgive me i must not speak of this tugging feeling's i hold inside.
i wish to never lose you, no! never that, i can only wish to see and hear that melody of your musical laughter.