Search For Happiness Poem by Chriselle Casco

Often I got this empty feeling
seems chaos is everywhere
nobody can hear my voice
in my heart I wish there is
someone I can share this thought..

I have this monotonous life
and often I'm quite contented
Whatever comes or goes
its like the sun and the moon..

I can't find what I'm looking for
I search high and low
I asked a lots of questions
But still I'm all alone..in this side

And when I thought everything is fine
I don't have to worry anymore
then challenges came and grab it all
Then I fall down on my knees..

I'm searching for that happiness
that never come my way
If there is, I merely feel it..
Can I buy it?
or somebody gives it to me..
I don't know.. I'm still searching...