Second Chance Poem by May N

~this poem was started for my friend, Jarid, but since he didn't wanna continue it, i did! : : For: Samantha: ~

walking on the sand,
waiting for you to come,
i realized that my world is empty without you

isolation surrounds me,
as your warmth disappears,
and my soul craves for you once more

my hands search for yours,
failing to find anything but air,
my heart sinks because you are not there

desperation clear in my actions,
i'm fighting for you, love
where are you? come back...

needing you with every breath i take,
you mean everything to me,
please give me a second chance

i'm mistaken from my actions before,
i apologize, my love, i was wrong
i know now, please...forgive me?

and the last shred of hope i have
is now with you as i wish that you will not turn your back,
that you will forgive me and come back

the decision is yours as i wait,
in endless restlessness i wait,
for the decision that will change my whole life

to be with the one i truly love,
who i would sacrifice my whole life and soul for
to give me the feeling of pure ecstasy

or to send me spiraling in a world of darkness,
pain and hurt bleeding through every crack,
where i am alone, broken without you

no matter the decision,
i will always love you.
no matter the price, i will pay to be with you forever...