Seconds Wasted And Ropes Broken Poem by zier rana

Breath in
You have just killed a second or two
Breath out
I know that this is the last place you want to be
Why do you make such an effort?
Oh wait I might know
You think you must
That I can't survive without you
From what illusions did you get that from?
I am not after your heart
Never was either
So why are you hanging here?
Even I know that you hate me
That you in secret despise me!
It is like a rope is holding you here
It is around your neck pulling closer while I want you gone
If I could cut the rope I would
If I only could get rid of you
How many seconds have passed?
I can't even count them anymore
We trap ourselves
With lies
To ourself
'She won't make it without me'
'He is still fond of me'
What sad lies
Just end the charade
I had enough of games
One word
That is all that takes
I breath in
And say it
And the rope is cut of
The endless seconds we have killed
Is now wasted
And I don't regret a thing