See Beyond My Imperfections And Witness The Real Me Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

My touch dose nothing to your heart
My eyes hold something but you’re so blind
There is something great before you
Yet you choose not to see it
Push me to the side
Use me as you please
You can’t even feel me
Can you even taste my kiss
Time and time again you hurt me
And you do it so carelessly
Do you see the pain in my eyes so clearly
Can you even see the way I feel for you
Its opened so brightly with in my eyes
But your gaze is cold and you could careless
Do you love me? Is that even possible for you to do
I wish you could tell me what’s happening here
An on going battle to trying to read minds
But I lack that feature so its more of a guessing game
Could you be more specific when you tell me go away
Would you elaborate the situation and tell me what’s wrong
Did I do something to hurt you and not even see the truth
Would there be something your hiding and you cant come forth
I wish for one second you would open up to me
Tell me how you feel so I wasn’t so blind
Unfortunately for me I care a great deal for you
You cant even see it in my eyes
The thoughts of something always on my mind
Yet I wont dare utter them aloud
For fear of rejection and for fear of being used
Are you trying to replace someone with me
Are you matching me up to her standards
Because if you cant love me for me
Then why are you still here
Why do you even bother to be with me
Are you hoping it will make her jealous
Pretending you care for me to get back at her
I pray your not, and you honestly do care
But like I said before I’m clue less towards your heart
Clue less towards your emotions and thoughts of us
People say your using me
Well maybe it really is true
Maybe my eyes are blind
And I really don’t see what you do
All I know is I care
If that means anything to you
And I’d give up anything for that smile
That made me feel so bran new
So please explain my aggravation
This constant conflation
Is slowly driving me insane
Because my heart cant take the pain
So please be wise and show me what’s right
Or leave just as you came
And let me take the time to heal
Once again with a broken heart
And a scar engraved with in my mind
Of the memories I hold so dear
But you’ll forget me as I lay here
Pondering on what went wrong
Was I just not your perfect being
Well then I guess this was never meant to be
If you cant really love me for me