Shadow Upon My Paradise... Poem by Sharjeel Shahid

i wanted to talk about this life
i just wanted to show you how deep the ocean is
in which we were about to dive
i was dead,
you made me alive
once again....
brought back to the dead..
i can see my eyes completely red
i start from the exact place
once you picked me from and brought till here
im not at all doubting
at how much you adhered...
its just what anyone else would have done
but this time i had owned it
and even i cant run....
i just dont know why this would happen again
God where's my baby?
where's my brain?
its a decision you honouored...
i respect that..
i know you were cornered...
i hear the words 'God does for the best'
once again...
i feel the storm and my eyes start to rain,
would i sustain? ?
a challange too much for me
as said,
im not a fully grown man....
i had stood still
didnt realise that the earth revolved around me twice,
hell soon....
shadowed upon my paradise.....