Shadows Poem by foxy babii

Shadows of your very being follow me; I have heard you tho you I can not see.
I can still hear your voice screaming angry, the echoes of abuse still scare me.
The fear still there in me that you put there, you hurt me deep and never did care.
I see your face on these white walls; I tremble at the thought of your calls.
Tears well up deep inside, you smashed my life open wide.
You were darkness an evil cloud around, only fear in you I found.
You still haunt me to this day; the terror fills my body in a way.
The knots of horror that fill my gut, wounds so deep and raw you cut.
Your spirit taunts me thru the long night; I wake shaking body in fright.
I break at the sound of your voice, I lived with you I had no choice.
Your threats of harm still scare me, in your eyes anger was all I could see.
Smoke would come out of your breath; you worked along side with death.
You made my life a living hell, you kicked hard me and I fell.
You still haunt me with my fears; you still reduce me to nothing more then tears.
You treated me as tho I was nothing at all, you watch me break and tears fall.
A fear that grabs me chilling to the bone, even now that I am grown.
You scarred me forever on me you left a mark; you turn off the light and left me in the dark.
You were a slimy evil snake; you got in and made my life quake.
I can still feel you in the air around, like a thick dark grey cloud found.
The Images you left in my mind I hate, I left a little too late.
You stole the things closest to me, them I did no longer see.
The horror the scars the tears I’ve shed, the pain the fear my heart that bled.
It is still as tho you’re right there, and for what you’ve done you do not care.
Even now that your gone and dead, black painful memories still in my head.
Scars that stay and do not fade, they where deep when they were made.