Should I Believe Poem by Alisha Charles

This hurts so much
All the rumors I've heard
Why won't you just tell me
If I should be part of your world
The aches and pains in my heart
You would never understand
We're not how we used to be
We're not that close as then
Should I even be here
They say you don't want me around
Even if you say it's not true
Should I believe you?
I've lost a lot of friends
I thought you were different
I give you all my attention
You seem to like having me around you
But should I believe anything that you say?
I really do like you but I don't know about you
Open your eyes and see what you have before you lose her
She's re-thinking her decision
She thinks it's not right
So tell her the truth even though you're afraid
But until then I will continue to think
Should I believe?