Should I Still Be With You Poem by christine xiong

should i stay with you and be happy?
most of the times i am overjoyed
but when i 'm upset, i cry forever
will we work through it?
you don't know how upset i am right now
you asked if i was but i denied it and cried softly
you told me that you're frustrated because i 'm slow
am i really a stupid person?
i want to know
do i always make you mad because if my stupidity?
will we be together forever?
last time you made a joke and said that i was a gold digger
and you also called me the B word and a sl*t
tell me.....
would i still be happy when i 'm with you in the future?
or are you going to leave me for someone intelligent?
should i be the one who lay down on my bed every other day and cry
you know that i when i cry, my head hurts a lot
well my head hurts too much
when will i be free of agony and pain?
people say that we are the cutest couple
but we fight too much
we've only been together for 5 months
should i stay?
or should i leave?