Sjem- That Picture Poem by Jess Terry

I found that picture today,
the one,
that reminds me of all the pain i caused,
all the wrong I've done,

The picture.
To anybody else,
seems to be a photo of self harm,
done in a moment of stupidity.

The picture,
To me and those who understand,
shows everything.
All the things running through my mind,
All the heartbreak,
The emotions running high,
The depression that made me fall,

I still remember the pain,
its there haunting me,
A whisper of pain,
throbbing at memory of the moments

-Carving or tattoos, a common form of self-harm is Sooooo not cool. Dont try it. It hurts and it takes forever to go away. There are more than physical marks but it can often leave a mark on you emotionally. You'll regret what seems like a good idea in the moment.
Cutting or carving may make you forget about your problems momentarily, may seem like a good way to... um let go, have control of yourself, but it never is.
Whatever makes you want to do it normally isnt worth it. Especially if its someone you 'loved'.
Nothing is ever as bad as it seems.
And plus. Theres no perfect way to commit suicide. anyway you try theres always time for regrets, for second thoughts, but its often too late.