Slowly Dying Poem by Kayla Polk

I feel like dying,
but i'm to afraid to take my own life.
There is no reason for me to live,
if i do not know how to love

What use am i,
all i do is hurt others with my cold-heartedness.
It hurts me,
but what can i do.

I'm slowly dying inside my head,
but noone knows how i feel.
it's not their fault
I just don't know how to let down my shields.

I feel like leting go,
but im dying to live.
there are peaple i love,
who i just can't give up.

So forgive me my weakness,
and help me find completeness.
All i'm asking is for
someone who can see beyond my mask.

someone to help me
look inside and find myself.